Laura Fox

Laura_Fox-16aHave you ever felt like you didn’t measure up? I did, constantly, for the first 33 years of my life. I didn’t have a specific issue that caused me to feel that way. I was raised in church and never really strayed from my faith. I had good relationships with family and friends and I was advancing in my career. Achievement driven and goal oriented, I lived under a cloud of “you’re not good enough” because I was striving for perfection in every area of my life.

Then one day, I was pushing myself to achieve a self-imposed goal and freaking out because I wasn’t going to make it – and I had to get it done. In the midst of my panic, I heard God asking “why do you have to?” As I wrestled with this question, God brought me to the realization that the reason I was pushing myself so hard and striving so desperately for perfection was because I felt like I had to earn His favor. Although I knew that my relationship with God was possible only because of Jesus’ sacrifice for me on the cross, I hadn’t grasped that everything was totally based on what Jesus did – not on what I do. Can you imagine how freeing it was to finally understand that I was never intended to be perfect? That it’s okay to make mistakes? It was incredible for me to realize that God loves me just the way I am.

Now I live every day as a “recovering perfectionist.” I’m still achievement driven and goal oriented but the difference is that I know my worth is not based on what I accomplish or if I meet certain standards. Instead, I can be free because I understand that God loves me just the way I am – so much that He was willing to sacrifice His Son for me. By God’s grace I am what I am. (1 Cor 15:10).

My life

  • Hobbies
    Sewing, quilting, crocheting, and birdwatching. My chickens, cats, and garden could be counted as hobbies but they're really just part of farm life!
  • College for undergrad degree
    Clemson University
  • Best advice I ever got
    From Dean Slatkin during my first academic appointment: Concentrate on what you're doing - not what others are saying. (paraphrased).
  • Favorite books
    My husband calls them books du jour. I re-read Pride and Prejudice annually and love the Harry Potter series. But my favorites change depending on whether I like what I’m currently reading.
  • Favorite movies
    Marvel's Avengers, Guardians of the Galaxy, Iron Man, etc.
  • Favorite coffee
    A mocha latte from Yo Cup made with Happy Cow chocolate milk.
  • Nobody knows I
    We don't buy bread at my house - I make it from scratch once a week.
  • If I were not a professor, I would
    In graduate school, I was headed to big pharma to work in drug discovery / development when I volunteered to teach my advisor's class while he was away. When he returned from his conference I declared that I loved it and wished I could teach every day! So I changed tracks and here I am still loving to teach almost 20 years later.
  • Latest accomplishment
    I just (December 2015) completed a certificate in Educational Research Methodology from the University of Illinois at Chicago.
    Department
    Pharmacy
    University
    Presbyterian College
    State
    South Carolina
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