God is still working on me ... I grew up in a Christian home and I have never doubted my faith. Even so, I have had some real challenges along the way. It is easy for me to view myself as inferior to others no matter what the Bible says. This happened, I believe, because a lot of academic things came very easy to me ... until they didn't. It seemed as if I was thrown into a world where everyone else what better and smarter and perfect and I wasn't. The good thing for me is that God fully loves me no matter what. No matter what I've done or will do. Ultimately I may fully get to experience God's grace, but until then, I do see on a daily basis that when am willing to do what God asks me to do, he is able to bless others and through that, I experience joy.